Tuesday, April 2, 2013

30 Day Shred: Day 8 on to Level 2

Day 8
Today I feel fine. I slept better than I have in about 2 - 3 months.
My alarm went off at 3:30am...I didnt get up to go to the gym though. Instead I stayed in bed, I curled up next to Jeremy's warmth.
Sometimes I want to rush life and rush things so that Im not late, rushed in getting to where I need to be; that I skip over the important parts.
I loved being able to cuddle him this morning. Smell his skin and appreciate all that he does for me, for us, for his future family.
I appreciate all that he puts up with and that I put him through(the normal sassyness, bad attitudes) And I am sorry that he gets the backlash of a bad workday.
I take things to seriously, too hard, too close to my heart. Things that I don't need to worry about, I do.
And he suffers because of it.

I owe my good nights sleep to Vicoden (Dont worry! its perscription) and Allergy medicine.
Sometimes I try to be Wonder Woman.
I hate taking pills, medicine, even vitamins (which I force myself to take everyday)
I would like to think that I can just get along in pain. Push through the pain...the evil fat girl inside my head says give up!
So I push through the pain.
Dont do that!
I was hurting.
My shin splints are bad; thanks to my horribly flat feet.
I wanted to ignore it, but with every step, every jump, every run I hurt more and more.
I have to take better care.

Yesterday was my 7th Day into my 30Day Shred.
23Days left.
Yesterday, my last Level 1 workout and it was HARD!
I have 23 Days to wreck shop! And SHRED!
Yesterday I wanted to cry!
I shed two tears thinking about how on my first day, I thought I was going to pass out!
Last night on my 7th day I didnt want it to end.
I wanted my last night of Level 1 to keep going. I wanted to workout my abs MORE!
I wanted to do more pushups!
I want more!
I want to SHED this fat shell that is holding me back.
I want to SHED this fat shell that makes me not want to feel sexy.
I want to SHED this fat shell that is holding back my smile.
I want to SHED this fat shell that keeps me from being flirty with my man.

I will SHED this fat shell.
This fat shell does not own me.
It will go and hide and never want to return again.
I will crush these next 23 Days.
Be prepared Level 2, tonight I am coming for you! And I will ruin you!
I made cauliflower crusted pizza last night. It was ok. I plan on perfecting this recipe to tailer our likes. But I say everyone needs to try it! So much healthier than flour pizza crust.

My OOTD (Outfit Of The Day)
Happy Tuesday yall!

Peace, Love and Shred!!!


  1. Ya damn sure gotta put up with some sassy cecelia and all that biz!!! The pizza was delicious yaw. And ima gonna get you them neoprene sleves to try and stop them shin splints even tho I do like dumping ice in your cold baths maw, hahaha!!!! But I do know they hurt because I see you inpain and feel for you sweetpea

    1. I love you babe! Quit hacking into my blog!!! Lol...jk..